The Interesting Flow of Life (from J. White)

My words turn the world, and my thoughts shake the earth, and so here it is....

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Something I’m working on

Hurt vs. Happiness

If you only think about yourself, how does that effect those around you?  Yes, you should love yourself, and in most cases, put yourself first.   However, if you care too much for you, what will you have left to share with others?  I’m all for strength and independence.  But, I’m not a supporter of selfish rage that has been pushed forth by bitterness.  Meaning, if someone hurt you and you decide to make sure no one ever hurts you again.  That decision, that very decision, to never be hurt again, that decision hurts those around you.  That decision pushes people away.  That’s the thing about love, falling in love, and caring about someone, the very essence, of that emotion, creates a lead way for your feelings to be hurt.  Yes, people are going to let you down.  Yes, you will be disappointed, nevertheless, that’s life. But, trying to, or making a decision to never be hurt again, that decision hurts those that are still in your life, or those who want to be apart of your life.  There’s a thin line between being strong and being scared.  It’s okay to be strong, within strength, there is weakness.  No one is invincible. However, being scared, or afraid, to open up isn’t being strong, not at all.  I’m not looking for love, but I’m not pushing love away, either.  Live life, and give someone a chance.  Everyone isn’t the same and every situation has its differences.
Just think about it.

Marely a Mortal (I’m no superman)

I am human, I try to do as much as I can for those I love.  However, with being human, I am not without my faults.  I make mistakes, I break promises, I upset, I offend, and sadly, I may hurt others.  Nevertheless, being human, I hurt too.  I can apologize, I can try to resolve, I can even try to redo, but all attempts may not be successful.  Still, I am human, I love, even if it’s wrong, even if it’s sudden, even if it’s too late, I still love.  I live my life, one day at a time.  Sometimes I have good days, sometimes I have bad days, but I still live.  I have encountered a lot of people in my life, from youth, adult socialization, work, and higher education.  I have gained a lot of friends and I have lost a lot of friends. Nonetheless, I keep going, day after day.  I have found love many times and I have lost love many times, yet, I keep living.  This world that I live in seems to be so unforgiving of the humans who live in it.  This world that I live in seems to be so unforgiving towards me.  So I openly ask, to all those who I may have wronged, can you, will you, forgive me?  After all, I’m just a human being, a mare mortal. 

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A song from my heart: Blaze HoN - Intrigued

Kindness is as Kindness does

You cannot be as so selfish to ask of someone what you are not willing to do or capable of doing. You also should not do things for others and expect a big reward in the end, unless it was promised. We must remember the same kindness that was in our hearts when we rendered our services, even when the recipient is ungrateful or doesn’t appreciate our help. In the end you shouldn’t throw your good deeds in someone’s face or take them away once things go bad. If that’s the case, leave your money, food, material object, or helping hand right where it is, in your possession.

Open Thoughts

To be honest, I never thought, just as you never thought, nonetheless, we are thinking the same thing. I’m smiling with my heart. We all loose our way in search for a better path, and while we were lost, we both found each other. I thank you for being you, exactly who you are. I thank you for giving me a chance. I thank you for your honesty. But most importantly I thank you for saving me. Thank you, friend, yes friend. We should start and end there, start there at the least. Lovers maybe, soul mates, perhaps. Just with one smile, only one laugh. Either way, what we have here is special, yes special. Yeah, special.

For those who missed it…. My latest performance- “Shes Leaving with Me” 

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New music for me, Blaze HoN titled “Intrigued” http://blazehonmusic.com